i lied.

When I previously posted that it wasn't that bad...that was me looking at the glass half full. I thought I had it under control, but the truth is it's hard. Having 2 little babies is probably the hardest thing I have ever done. Alisia sleeps most of the day. She barely cries unless she's hungry or wet. Even then her cries are soft. She is a piece of cake. Juliana on the other hand...she has found a new skill. She looks for pens, pencils, crayons and other writing utensils. She found a red crayon in Bobby's room and left her signature on his wall, in my room, on the living room floor, and on the couch. She is also walking really well now and I tend to lose her occasionally. Please don't call DCFS. My house is small so I find her quickly. I just know when all is quiet, she is up to no good.

My mom kept her overnight so I could catch up on sleep. I can assure you that I have given up on sleep. I realized a few days ago that I won't be able to have a full nights rest for another couple of years. Juliana isn't here at the moment and I miss her like crazy. I spoke to my mom earlier and she let me know that she was practicing her writing and left her mark on the bathroom floor.

I know I have been slacking. I will try to post pictures of the baby baby soon. Hang tight...I'm sleepy. :)